Rants

i hate the fact that you're so useless, always blaming others even when it's clearly not their fault .this happens ALL the time .
but, i hate myself even more for not being able to do anything to alleviate the situation, really .
why oh why .
i think i'm never getting out of this mess .and i doubt anyone will ever understand .but, it's alright since i shouldn't weigh others down with my problems .
i always wish and believe that things will get better...but they don't and they never .
and so, i always ask myself why .but, somehow, i can never get the answer .
maybe it's because i'm born a jinx .
maybe it's because i'm just too stupid to be of any help .
maybe it's because i just lack the luck .
maybe it's because things will actually get better if i'm not around .