Thoughts

so...i was on the bus ride home in the afternoon and all these thoughts just attacked my mind .
it seems like whenever i start to like someone a lot, they'll leave me .
they'll all leave when i love them the most .why is this so ?i don't know either .
feels like i'm stucked .trapped in my own world forever, unable to get out and nobody will ever be able to get me out but it's alright .i'd rather remain status quo, better off this way .
less of a burden and more of a loner .