bottledup

you have no rights to speak as though you did everything .cause in actual fact, there's not a single thing that was done by you .not at all .don't even lay a finger on me, don't cause i don't wna have anything to do with you .go away !get lost and get out of my sight cause that'd just be the best .but i know it's quite impossible .grrrrr .
so little time left cause i have a thousand things to do and settle every single day, thanks to you .but no one's aware and they all think i'm headed off mugging my head away .how i wish i was doing that/able to do that .cause i'm really sick and tired of trying to restore peace and order all the time .
whatever you've said and done in my seventeen years of life was just so helpful to me and it just saps my energy with an increasing bit every single day .feels as if i'm on the verge of collapsing .if i had a choice, i'd rather not return .
vulgarities didn't exist in my dictionary till your selfish ways arose and they made me unable to keep my anger in control .luckily, they're all kept within me cause spouting them out just doesn't reflect well of me and i don't wna pollute my own physical well being .man, it's just so tough living with you .how i wish we could move outta here and escape to somewhere, somewhere peaceful and nice, somewhere where i can concentrate on my studies and need not deal with all these problematic problems .