Reality .

because i learned to rely only on myself over the years; numerous losses toughened me up and taught me that tears are worthless .

can i quit school ?nothing seems to able to motivate me to study .even if it‘s for myself, i just can‘t seem to do it .too dumb and stupid to pick up things .to slow to absorb all the content for the various subjects .and i‘ll never be able to match up with the rest, lest say, the elites .
i‘ve lost interest in everything and anything .
emotionless, ripped of feelings .just...numb and torn .worn and crippled .

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The End .