I'M JUST THIS LOUSY A PERSON .
with a sucky attitude and behaviour, sinned, never well-liked .neither do i fare in anything .yes, that's just me and i'm just this bad, trust me .so, just go on and dislike me, hate me .it'd be better off that way .
such a heavy bag of self-despair and seems like it's never gna leave me but it's alright, i never needed to depend on anyone .there wasn't anyone for me to lean on to begin with, no one will ever be there for me anyway .okay maybe except my mum but none apart from her .but that's okay cause having her is good enough .
we must be contented with what we have, isn't it ?
oh and it seems like i always try too hard and am forever failing ,why ?maybe cause it's just me .yeps .cold hard truth .putting on a brave front will backfire someday but still, i'm going to (do so) for fear that i'll be discussed about by others (for being too attention-grabbing) .
bathebathebathebathebathebathebathrbathebathe bathe all the demoralizing thoughts away ~~~
i'm an optimist !
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