Ultimately

because you're so useless and because i'm too 'young' and useless to alleviate the situation .


in the end, i didn't manage to sum up my holidays cause on the last day of the holidays, i was busy rushing through my holiday assignments and till date, i'm still not done with some of them .
first week of school flew by ~
good and bad .
it was a rather okay week but there're some complications and i don't know how to put it across but it's alright cause only i needa know bout them .yups .but, i feel that that shouldn't have happened but well, it's not under my control and neither do i wna get involved in it .so yeah, none of my business .
school open house was on Friday !and seems like our school's labelled as the "fun and slack" one .well, i believe that at the end of the day, it is how you study and how well you fare that matters .regardless of what school you go to (good or bad), so long as you work hard, i'm sure you'll be able to achieve your grades !and of course, a fun environment is needed because otherwise, you'll die under the immense pressure that you're faced with when you enter a junior college .
i'm so glad i got to befriend so many cool people after entering a jc and some of them changed my life in a way or another and it's all for the better .and that's why i'm glad .i'll never forget them all and they sure have a place somewhere in my heart and i don't needa mention them cause they should know how much they mean to me from the way i treat them .
alright that's all for now .shall get on with my assignments and J2's gna be a super tough year .
26 academic weeks left .

now i'm looking forward to Chinese/Lunar New Year !it'd be the happiest period for me almost every year .but of course, it's gna be different this year cause i won't get to see someone anymore :( i'll miss seeing him and i'll miss him having a brief chat with him and i'll miss him bringing me out for breakfast at the nearby coffee shop (for soft boiled eggs and toast!), i'll miss him bringing me to buy paos (red bean paste ones), i'll miss him cutting open durians for me to eat .i really miss my godfather :( and definitely, my godmother too :'( </3